one of the hardest things...

is knowing no matter what you do you have no control over a situation. no matter what you say it wont do any good. it all relies on the thoughts of the other person, and that is it, there is nothing i can do to change it. i can only hope for the best. hope that the truth is acknowledged and keep wishing for the best. it is one of the hardest things to know that something you want so bad may never work because of what someone else believes. makes me wish it was easier to let the past go.